| “...discussed,
the Red Scare actually refers to two separate periods in the twentieth
century, both of which had serious socio-economic and cultural consequences
well into this century despite neither period officially lasting
more than a decade.
The second
Red Scare led directly into the Cold War. Actually, I have an interesting
anecdote about the Cold War involving my great grandfather...”
Mrs. Melissa
Winnifred, a middle aged woman with an unusually high pitched voice
and no compunctions against using it, was going into another of
her stories. Standing in front of the class and trying to keep an
eye on the digital projection on the wall, she didn't notice the
subtle shift in attitude among the students.
They were all
familiar with Mrs. Winnifred's tendency to distract herself with
her own anecdotes. With the right questions and requests to elaborate,
she could and would talk through the entirety of class, realize
this too late, and assign what she should have covered in class
as reading instead of actual homework.
It didn't hurt
that most of her stories were actually entertaining as well. Entertaining,
that is, if one actually listened to them.
Steampunk didn't.
As per her usual, she was using the class time to read ahead. The
unit that included the first Red Scare was Chapter 3 of Hollister
and Watt's The Twentieth Century. She was delving into Chapter 6,
the Great Depression and if she hadn't limited herself to reading
only during class time and as part of reading assignment, she likely
would actually have been up to the Cold War.
As in most
of her classes, she was seated under an air conditioning duct in
order to dissipate some of the heat she bled off. Some of the other
students in similar positions would shiver sometimes, she noticed.
Because they were cold. She rarely felt cold, even as the icy blast
of the air conditioner bore down on her neck.
She caught
herself watching the other students. One of them, who she knew as
Phil Simms's roommate, Eddie Argent, wasn't shifting uncomfortably
because of the air conditioning, she now realized, but because he'd
caught her staring at him.
Forcing her
eyes back to the text on her screen, she meditated on this. It wasn't
the first time she'd gotten that reaction; besides Kura and Tammy,
and to a lesser extent, Phineas, people reacted badly to being...
Studied. That
was the word. It was what she did, what she'd been told to do: learn
from the other students. Except Heisenberg proved to be spot on
with his Uncertainty Principle and she did change the things she
was observing. Namely, she changed them from average, albeit psionicly
gifted teenagers into, as Tammy put it 'extremely scuzzed out' teenagers
who though Steampunk was 'gonna probe them or something'.
Laurel Brant
had only told her to spend time with and learn from them, not make
them comfortable. Not that she knew how if she wanted to. Which
led her to wonder if she did want to. Certainly a lack of 'scuzzing
out' would be welcome, but it wasn't her responsibility; no one
asked her to deal with it.
Pushing those
issues out of her mind, she returned to her reading, only vaguely
registering Mrs. Winnifred's voice as the woman went on about her
ancestor's experience with being blacklisted.
Class time
flashed by in a blur of digital pages for Steampunk. And sure enough,
the homework for the night was reading the rest of Chapter 3; all
the better that she was just finishing Chapter 7. Gathering up her
computer, she filed out with the other students, on the way to third
period.
“Excuse
me.” A hand touched her arm with the cautiousness of a person
trying to pick up a rattlesnake. “You're Alice, right? Alice
Tatopoulos?”
Thought she
honestly didn't know that true answer to that question, she was
getting used to being called by that name. She stopped and turned
toward her questioner, who turned out to be a bronze skinned girl
her age who she only knew from seeing her in the company of Betty
and her friends.
The other girl
predictably squirmed under Steampunk's gaze, awkwardly avoiding
both th eye contact and the passing bodies in the hall. It soon
became clear to her that the stare was Alice's way of acknowledging
her question and that it was her turn to speak again.
Braving the
deconstructing gaze, she tried her best to put on a friendly smile.
“I'm Rita. Ms. Brant asked me to tell you that you'll be meeting
her in the EC, room 212.”
Steampunk didn't
pay any attention to the passersby moving past and in some cases
bumping into her as she digested this information. She assumed that
EC meant the student enrichment center, a building on campus she'd
never visited because she had no classes there. Why Laurel Brant
would want to meet her there was a mystery.
“Thank
you.” she said simply and turned to go in that direction,
only to be interrupted by Rita's voice.
“Actually,
I'm supposed to walk you there.”
Predictably,
this resulted in another calculating stare from Steampunk. “Why?
I'm not hurt and I know the way; I've read the emergency evacuation
plans.”
Rita chewed
her lip. Ms. Brant had told her to walk with Alice and try and be
friendly with her. That wasn't something you just told someone to
their face though. “I have no idea.” She lied. “But
I really don't want to get in trouble.”
Another long
stare and Steampunk nodded. “I will walk with you.”
“Great!”
Rita forced a cheerful grin onto her face and led the way.
Before they
even stepped out of the building and into the sunlit quad, the two
girl expedition had grown silent and uncomfortable. Steampunk kept
pace with Rita, but two steps behind. It made conversation difficult.
At one end
of the green space, a class of about ten students, all dressed in
institute issued jumpsuits was gathering: the flight class. Among
their number, she spotted her friend Jacob Richmond, his striking
physique drawing her eye even from that distance. With him were
two more of her clique-mates (she didn't feel right calling them
her friends), Davian Hightower and Annette St. John.
It was too
far for them to notice her and in spite of herself, she felt relief
at that. She knew it was a terrible thing to think, but being seen
with Steampunk would earn her ridicule from her so called social
group, Jacob and his friend, Eddie Argent not withstanding. There
was a strict social order and people like Hightower and his girlfriend,
Rapunzel (really Betty Sinclair, but hardly anyone called her that
anymore) lived to enforce it.
To mitigate
the guilt of her teen-aged pettiness getting the best of her, she
tried to talk to Steampunk again.
“Look.
Flight class.” She gestured casually. “If you got to
choose powers, I'd trade in mine for that. Not even any other power
to go with it, just flying. It looks like so much fun.”
There was silence
for a handful of steps before; “What powers do you possess,
Rita Clay Thomas?”
Rita blinked.
“I... didn't tell you my whole name. How did you know it?”
“I know
everyone's names. I've read the student directory. Your room extension
is 20238. You share it with Joy Duvall, who is the younger sister
to Faith Duvall, the—“
“Okay.
I understand.” Rita interrupted the torrent of information.
Steampunk nodded
smartly. “You didn't supply the data requested.” She
observed after a few more steps.
“Hmm?”
They were more than halfway to the enrichment center and she couldn't
imagine this going any worse.
“I asked
about the nature of your powers.” Was the blunt reply.
“Oh.
Right, sorry.” Rita shrugged innocently and thought a moment
on how to best explain her powers. It never went well and it ended
up confusing people more until she displayed her powers outright.
Just before Steampunk could open her mouth to ask again, Rita held
up a hand to cut her off. “It's sort of hard to explain, so
let me show you.”
Licking her
lips, she took a deep breath. “I usually have an instrument
or at least a speaker playing tunes, but I discovered what I can
do while I was humming.” To her surprise, the surgical stare
Steampunk usually employed softened to mere interest.
A few more
deep breaths and Rita started humming. It started out tuneless and
low, but slowly became more harmonic as she built and image up in
her head.
The way her
power had been explained to her was that it worked in two parts.
First, it gave her a unique form of the neurological condition known
as synesthesia; unique in that she could choose when and if she
could interpret sounds as shapes and colors and vis-versa. Second,
it gave her the ability to project her perceptions psychically to
anyone within five hundred feet. With a liberal application of her
imagination, she could twist those perceptions to fit her mental
ideal for the sound.
All told, the
practical effect of this was the air around her appearing to shimmer
with colors for a few seconds before being filled with colorful
butterflies who fluttered and danced to the melody she hummed.
Steampunk stopped
walking and suddenly realizing that she was walking alone, Rita
faltered in her humming. The butterflies froze in mid-flight, distorted,
then faded from view.
“I'm
sorry.” Rita was quick to turn back to Steampunk.
“Why?”
“For
my power catching you by surprise. I shouldn't have sprung it on
you without warning.”
“You
did surprise me.” Steampunk conceded, starting to walk again.
“But there is nothing to apologize for. The nature of your
power is one I have never observed.”
Rita had to
run a few steps to catch up with her again. “But why'd you
stop walking?”
“I was
observing, that I might recall the phenomena later.” was the
immediate answer as the two girls reached the doors of the enrichment
center. Steampunk held the door for Rita. “Thank you for allowing
me to observe.” She added once the door was closed. “You
were under no obligation to do so.”
“I like
my power.” Rita shrugged. “But you're welcome anyway.”
She led the way to the elevator.
For a time,
as they waited for the car to come down to their level, both were
silent.
“There
was also societal pressure for you not to do so.” Steampunk
remarked quietly. “Most of those you associate with do not
tolerate my presence.”
“Betty
and Annette.” Rita frowned. “It's easier to count the
number of people they do tolerate, actually.” The elevator
opened and she used the act of entering and selecting floors; third
for herself and second for Steampunk, to cover her hesitation. “I'm
sorry about how they treat you. And everyone else for that matter.”
She almost
jumped at the look she got when the blond girl heard that. It wasn't
the strict, analytical eye everyone had come to expect from the
girl named Steampunk. Instead, it was a less intense, more honest
curiosity, mixed with a hint of an emotion Rita never expected from
the strange girl: shock.
Granted, it
was the dull kind of shock of the kind usually associated with cattle
observing oncoming trains and Hollywood starlets in their first
role, but it was still real and alien to that usually implacable
face. It soon passed and Steampunk was back to doing what she did
best: collecting information.
“Why
do you associate with them?”
Rita felt her
face heat up. It was the question she had to assume was on the lips
of half the school even just a week in, but everyone else had more
social tact than to ask. Including herself.
Alone in the
elevator with the sedate and stoic Steampunk, she felt almost like
she was in a confessional. The chances were better than the sun
setting at night that she didn't even know enough to judge her on
it, after all.
“I...
wanted to be popular.” She admitted. “I've never been
and this was my chance to be part of the popular kids.”
“But
they are not popular.” Steampunk observed. “By my unofficial
sampling from conversations I've overheard or engaged in, seventy-six
percent of the student body dislikes or strongly dislikes Annette
St. John. They have given her a disparaging nickname of Tantrum.
These numbers skew even more negative for Davian Hightower and Betty
Sinclair.”
This didn't
actually surprise Rita in the slightest, but she feigned it anyway,
if only to be polite to people she spent a lot of her time with.
“T-that can't be right. They're not that hated...”
The door opened
and Steampunk put a hand out to keep them from closing. “I
can conduct a formal survey if you would like.”
Rita forced
a smile. “No, you don't need to. I've got my reasons to be
friends with them.”
“But
I have already disproved—”
“Um,
Ms. Brant's waiting for you, Alice.” Rita said quickly. “You
don't want to keep her waiting.”
Steampunk fixed
her with another stare before nodding slowly. “Yes. Thank
you, Rita Clay Thomas.”
“No problem.”
Rita smiled as the doors closed, dropping it instantly once they
were shut. She'd been wrong. Steampunk's lack of understanding made
explaining herself worse, not better. “I don't want to be
popular with everyone. I just want to be popular with someone.”
***
EC 212 was a large art room, one of that would become the second
art room when the school grew large enough to need it. Until then,
it served as a walk-in supply closet for the active art room because
it was closer to the real one.
Canvases, cases
of paints, vast reams of paper, and tubs and tubs of clay were neatly
arranged on shelves that invaded every wall but one that was more
window than plaster and looked out over the back lot where the teachers
parked.
By the time
Steampunk arrived, Laurel had a study folding table set up, along
with two chairs, one of which she occupied by turning it backward
and resting her arms on the back. She'd also conscientiously set
out three bottles of water on the far side of the table.
Steampunk stopped
in the doorway upon seeing Laurel sitting there. “You wanted
to speak with me?”
“I did.”
Laurel said in the same tone a mother would use with a timid child.
“Come on in and have a seat, Alice.”
Steampunk closed
the door and made her way to the chair, sitting mechanically. Her
eyes flicked to the water. “May I have a drink?”
“Of course.
You can have all three, Alice, I bought them for you.”
Without anymore
prompting, Steampunk opened the closest bottle and promptly drained
it without pause. Laurel sat in complete silence while she drank
her fill. Only when the second bottle was down by a third of it's
precious liquid did Steampunk pause for more than screwing open
a bottle. “Thank you, Laurel Brant.”
“You're
welcome.” Laurel gave her a matronly smile. “So, Mr.
Tully says that you've already shown maximum proficiency with Geometry
and that there's really nothing more that he can teach.”
“I was
instructed in collegiate level mathematics by the time I was ten
years old.” Steampunk offered by way of explanation.
“We understand
that now.” said Laurel. “And I'd like to correct that.
Seeing as how you're not going to learn anything if we keep you
in Geometry, I was wondering if you'd like to take a different class
in its place.”
Steampunk nodded
stoically. “That would be optimal for my education. What class
would you require I attend?”
“It's
not a requirement.” Laurel cautioned. “We'll only do
this is if it's something you would like to take. If you don't want
to do this, we can try something else.”
“I understand.”
Steampunk replied evenly.
Laurel didn't
even blink at the lack of enthusiasm. That would come later, when
the girl finally saw fit to express it. “So, I was reviewing
the interview you gave to Patricia Masters right after they found
you. I noticed that you mentioned that the duties you liked best
from...” She stumbled awkwardly, “before... was designing
machines in the computer.”
“I said
that it was the duty I preferred to perform.” corrected Steampunk.
“Does
that mean that you didn't enjoy doing it?”
There was a
long pause as Steampunk thought it over. Whether or not she enjoyed
any of her former duties in the Project was never the point. The
point had always been her results. At least until she'd met Laurel
Brant.
“I would
rather perform design duties than never perform them again.”
She concluded.
“I thought
so.” Laurel gave her an approving look. “Then starting
tomorrow, instead of Mr. Tully's class, you'll report to this room
and I'll not only help you design things on your own, but I'll teach
you to fabricate it too. How does that sound?”
For almost
a solid minute, Steampunk only stared. She didn't understand why
Laurel was doing these things for her. And she didn't quite understand
why it was so pleasing to her. Not that she showed it outwardly.
To Laurel, she only bowed her head deeply and said, “Thank
you, Laurel Brant. I am appreciative of this opportunity.”
“You're
more than welcome, Alice.” Laurel replied.
“May
I make a request?”
“Of course,
go ahead.”
“Will
I be able to walk with Rita Clay Thomas tomorrow was well?”
End
Reflections in Steam.
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